URGH~~~ Again! What the....
my maths paper fail again.
why this maths paper so hard? is difficult many more times compared to those past year question.
what to do? i had blanked out many question =(
I was very scare and nervous of course, but what can I do?
there is only one time for stpm, no second chance already!
I did tried my best to solve them, telling myself not to panic, sure I can solve it, I can do it.
but somehow I just can't do it.
even reach home, I took out the paper tried to solve again, and yet I still can't solve them =(
I'm really sad, physics, chemistry and maths paper had blown away my confidence =(
I never felt like this before, not even for spm!
this time my result sure very teruk! even I myself also can't imagine it.
maybe one A also can't get. that time sure I'll bang myself to the wall!!!
sorry mommy and daddy and everyone who are putting high hope on me =(
sorry...I just can't do it =(

在车上一直狂流泪，回到家还在一直不停地哭...
一直责怪自己为什么不记得自己念过什么，为什么这么粗心？
白白送分给他，我的考卷即将面对什么样的命运，我实在是无法想象。
除了伤心，心痛，就是哭个不停。
现在的我已哭成泪人了。
我花费了很长时间在这一科上，结果换回来的是什么?!
真的真的很心痛....=(((
今天才测验的第二天，就完全被他给打败了!
接下来的几天，我到底要怎么撑下去呢? =(

Times really flies man! Is just a blink of eyes and guess what, I'm officially graduate from my one and half a year form six life. At first I don't have much feelings towards this "graduate" words, somemore is graduate from sam tet, I didn't stay long at sam tet as how I stay in amc for 13 years so long, but somehow when the songs "朋友" starts playing, I cry like hell man! Oh no! I was touched by those guys who crying over besides me and everywhere. They do have much feelings towards their former school just like how I had been staying in AMC for 13 years. The feelings is really hard to describe and sad and 不舍得 is the only words I can think about. I truely never regret choosing staying down in sam tet study form 6 and my form 6 never dull. hahahahaha =D
We're having lots of activities and always go here "yum cha", "chui sui" in class, working together with all my usstians, all these had enrich my form 6 life and I'll remember every one of you. Oh ya, my sixth form dinner night just passed and everyone is putting up their best dress and customs just to have a memorable night. Is really fun and enjoying the time staying with my friends. Now everyone is study hard and let's us strive together ya!!! I really love you guys ♥♥♥

Very lazy to blog recently. haha.
anyway, I'm working very hard for my coming stpm exam.
still left one more months only, times pass real fast man!
i really have to appreciate every hours, every minutes and seconds.
not to waste them, wasting time will me feel very guilty =)
heeee~ i feel excited for the coming sixth form night =)))

yeah yeah people! weee =D
I'm in a good mood today after suffering for so many days.
Just knew my position among all the physics class and my class position as well.
FUYOH! I have improved a lot compared to last few exams.
I'm real happy and have strength to continue move on again =)
now only around 50 days left before stpm exam.
everyday just kept doing doing doing, hardly find times to do my revision.
but is good that I can revision while studying.
everyday different state of trial papers or past year papers, really hard to digest time in a day.
but now I really have to word hard, just like I'm longing for oxygen =)
you are really geng! really. I really look up on you and have confidence on you that sure you're one of the 4 flats students, dear =D

For the very very first time in my life in form six, I have got such a good results for my pa paper! hahahaha~ I'm so so so happy!!!!! do you know about it?? hahahhaha
is a 71 marks paper man!!!! for the very very first time I have got '7' this kind of results in my form sizlife. fuyoh~~~ and I become the top scorer for this subject in my class somemore! can you ever believe it??? hahahahaha =D
Another good news wanna share with you all too!
that is....*da da da da*
I HAVE PASSED MY MATHS PAPER!!!!
hahahahaha! although is just nearer passed, but this really had made up my day =D
I have never passed my maths paper since I have attended so many exams in my form six.
this time is like MIRACLE man! hahahahaha=D
happy yet happy, but there are still some unhappy things happened.
I had failed the two most important subjects which is chemistry and physics.
I am so disappointed with my physics marks, first time ever get such a mark for my physics paper. felt real sad.
again! she passed all the 4 subjects this time, i felt really ng hoi sum.
but what can I do? she did sacrifice many things only can score such a good results.
I'm still long-way behind her!
I have swear that I'll surpass her in the following exam!!!
sure I can do it!!!
I really ng syiok when every paper you also score higher mark than me!
I felt that I'm very stupid and useless....
but not from this moment onward!
I'll make sure my chemistry and physics get A in my stpm!!!!!

Yo people!! After fighting for almost one month, my stpm trial finally ended on last Tuesday.
I'm alive people! I'm not dead yet! hahahaha
however,
after getting all my results, I'm really really dead now =(
i didn't get what I have aimed and some subjects do show some improvements althought still in the range of fail! hahahahaha~
when i knew what I get for my chemistry, i was like 'WHAT THE.....'
I was so lost and really can't accept the fact that she's is actually scoring so well and much more better than me!
still remember before every paper was distributed, you are beside me, kept on telling me you'll be failing this subject that subject, get lower marks than me.
and of course i was so innocent, really believe that you're weaker than me.
but....in the end when we all got back our papers, i was so shocked and surprised by what you get!
you have totally out of my expectation! whereas I'm the one who get lower than you somemore have to act in front of you that I'm very strong, I can stand with all these circumstances!
I was totally cheated by you!
maybe I'm the one who didn't do well compared to you, but this time you had gave me more strength to study and show to you that I'm actually stronger than you!
I know that compared to you I'm not that hardworking, beautiful, such a good-acting!
but I will show to you on the following exams and stpm as well! just wait and see!
winner will be the one who standing long the most!
I kept on holding my tears these few days, try not to break down in front of you!
and yet, i'm a failure! I still failed to do so. I just felt very disappointed to myself for wasting all your courages and support giving me all these while.
I knew that I can do much more better, trust me.
please don't lost your faith on me! I'll show to you that I actually CAN! I CAN DO IT! trust me =)
somehow I do think that where is my study mood? I have lost it since lower 6.
I want to back to my former school, meet with all my besties, sharing everything with them, spend all my times with them saying those funny things but definitely not like now...
I miss them so much... ='(

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